Yesterday...we cremated my mum..which was her wish. It was so moving as my 2 daughters stood up and read a poem to her memory and then my sister and I read our own words. My 2 daughters..Nicola and Emma...and my son Tony..have been my rock..theyve held me when i broke down and listened when I needed to talk..and im so proud of them. My partner Sean put his arms round me and made me feel safe again...Im so glad he came into my life. My mothers death has made me appreciate my family and friends so much...and although my heart is breaking...i wouldnt wake her to go through all that pain again.. Rest in Peace my lovely sweet mam....only ever a heart beat away..see you in my dreams.....xxxxxxxxxx