Hi Mam....as usual I come on here and the tears flow so easily...it brings it home as if it was yesterday when I lost you. I feel you near me sometimes...I know you can hear me. I wish you could have met Charlie...Tony's little boy..but Im sure you watch over him. So may times lately Iv wished I could chat to you...tell you my troubles and ask you for some advice...I miss you so very much Mam...it still hurts ...even now... See me through my dark days Mam.. only a heartbeat away....see you in my dreams....I love you... Trudy xxx