Well it's 5 years since i lost you mam....so many things have happened...we have Macie moo who's 9 months old...mam you would love her...she's the most beautiful thing....there not a day goes by that i don't think of you....i want to hold your hand and take you for a fag....i want to show things in my life...but i have a feeling you already know...every time i see a white feather i think its you saying hey I'm still here... We speak of you often...we always will...and its only now as I'm getting older myself and feeling tired....that i find myself appreciating all the hard work you did when we were kids...watch over me mam...I'm not scared when i think your near me....i love you so much....only a heart beat away....see you on my dreams....trudy....xxx