hello nan,its raining again,mam seems a little better,tho i know she is still finding life quite unbearable at times.Regans doing good he went back to school last week n loves it so thats good,oh nana i just love you so much and i miss you like theres no tommorow,its mams party soon and i wish you were going to be there! anyway nan you will be there wont you? watching over your Trudy and sending her your love, so nan sleep tight.....and if you want to visit me thats fine,im not scared nan. xxx i love you as deep as the ocean. meow from bam.xxxxxxxxxxxxxx